About me.

It's all about expression and it has to come out somehow!

My passion for writing has been a Godsend to me. It was, and still is, a great
way to release all of those emotions that are hungry to steal my joy. My sword being my pen and my shield, my paper, I could conquer the world! I was told by a very influential woman that thousands of people would know my story, so you never know, that dream may well come true.

I have bought three children into this world and I am now a proud nanny to four grandchildren, who I love very dearly. 
Kiera is 17, Ronny is 11, Danielle is 10 and Bethany is 9.
Bethany was born deaf and has cochlear implants and through a joint decision by the family, she lives with me and has done for the last five years. Her hearing journey has not only created challenges for us both, it has opened up many opportunities and our knowledge of British Sign Language (BSL) improves almost daily. This has also bonded us all as a family. I love family life and the challenges it brings, and having a six year old under my care certainly keeps me on my toes!
I have endured many heartaches over the years but believe I can use these experiences as tools to enable me to draw out any potential in me to be a great writer. 
I love walking and the outdoors and am now (surprisingly so) a lover of camping. Something I thought I would never like let alone love.

All in all life is good and can only get better and better as I grow into who I was meant to be.

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Some of the background behind my Trilogy....

A piece of me.

I am told fifty is the new forty. I like it! It’s like saying that red is the new black. You know it blatantly isn’t, but when your mind adjusts to the idea, wraps itself around the lie and snuffs it out, it becomes a welcomed reality.

I never imagined by the time I reached fifty I would have two grown up children, one in their thirties, four grand children - one a teenager - and a dog!

I remember being in my room at twelve years old, miming to Abba songs with a yellow towel on my head (I wished I had long blonde hair like Agnetha.) My only worry I had was keeping my room tidy. Along with dreaming of being Agnetha, I dreamt of meeting prince charming, having a big fairytale wedding, and having four children, two boys and two girls. Oh, the innocence of a young girl. If only you could bottle it! But it was only to be a dream. I had my first child at sixteen; my second at eighteen, and my illusions of living happily ever after were shattered! The father of my two children, Danny and Lianne, was only two years older than me, but unfortunately for both of us (I say that loosely) he got into drugs. We didn’t live together, so I was oblivious to what was going on. I found myself alone in a two bedroom flat with a toddler and a baby, but I was tough. I was strong, I could cope, and I did. I had the support of my mum and dad, so things weren’t so bad. I met someone else, whom I married, and along came my third child Nicky. Not wanting to go into too much detail, we survived for eleven years. I say survived because that was tough. Our relationship was a volatile one, and violence occurred many a time, but in the end we had to call it a day. Now at thirty years old, I had three children to bring up, but still I coped. My faith in men was practically zero, and then I went to Skiathos, one of the Greek islands, and my faith went from zero to ten in a matter of days. Then In The Blink of An Eye, my first novel was born. My book is based on my experience, and how a young woman, with no self esteem, met a man who made her feel like the most beautiful woman in the world. But there is more to this story than just romance. It also delves into the world of addiction, as you follow the storyline of Mick, an alcoholic in denial, who is oblivious that his marriage breakdown is the result of his heavy drinking. Love, loss and heartbreak are some of the ingredients that have gone into my story. It is the first of a trilogy, and I am currently working on the sequel, Paving The Way. The three books are based on the last twenty years of my life, and over those years I have faced all three situations that I just spoke about. Loves shattered dreams restored, dealing with a loss that nearly destroyed me, and my heart broken into so many pieces that I thought it was beyond repair. You might be wondering why at the beginning of my post I said I had two children, when later on it is clear that I have three. Unfortunately sixteen years ago, my eldest son, who was eighteen, died as a result of an accident. His death nearly killed me, but here I am, better and stronger than ever, fulfilling a dream that seemed impossible. I fought the biggest fight of my life, and the battle isn’t over yet, but I am getting there. I persevered, I held on to life by my little finger nail at times, but I held on. I pushed through, and looked through, and now I can see a future on my horizon. My stories are powerful, and book three (especially) is about survival and how through the challenges life throws at you, you can grow, and become the person you were destined to be.
So here I am, fifty years old, starting a journey that is both exciting and slightly daunting…. but here I am!!!

Thank you for reading

Its always been a dream of mine to write a book...

Now I know dreams do come true...
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And then I discovered I could paint!

Before may last year (2022) I had no idea I could paint. I was a qualified painter and decorator, but that was as close as I got to using a paint brush. But then, something happened, and all because of a bout of writers block!  Click to find out more  /blog